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Is it a bad thing when everyone who works at See's knows you by your first name....
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Dang pregnancy cravings!

American Idol Dreams...GONE

I have to be honest...I think the ONE and ONLY true fan of my singing is my mom. She's always so sweet to say how wonderful she thinks it is...:) So that is where I get some confidence in my singing abilities. Well, enough confidence I figured I could get away with singing to my babies...:) Anyways, I love to just rock Baby Monroe and sing to him at night. I do realize he is getting older and might not enjoy it as much...but he's still my baby! ANYWAYS...the other night I was putting him to bed just holding him singing to him and he leaned out of my arms toward his bed...so I laid him down in his bed and just rubbed his back while I finished my song...I guess he didn't want me to finish (or begin for that matter) because he sits up, looks at me, and then put a finger in each ear - PLUGGING HIS EARS!!!! WHAT?!?!? He was looking right at me plugging his little ears with his fingers! Who taught him this!??!? I was like o.k....I'll stop! So I did and he laid right back down. I was a little shocked thinking he did not just do that did he?! Well, I'll just walk out of the room (a little ashamed and embarressed...j/k) thinking he would cry and want me back in there....NO....not a peep! He DID NOT want me going back in there singing!!! So I have got over the hurt and just realized my dreams of being on American Idol just aren't going to come true... Unless I get on and am one of those ones that everyone laughs at! From the mouth of babes...well he can't exactly articulate 'shut up' yet...but his actions spoke volumes! :)